Tuesday, October 24, 2006
Im sorry, u might be wondering y m i saying sorry when i already told myself tat saying sorry is useless. i tink tat it still serves a some purposes. Well...tats not the point of y im posting today lolx XD. the reason y im posting today its brcoz i realised sumting important. Im sorry 4 being such a self-centered n selfish person. i didn't noe it till i put myself in other people's shoes. When i do sumting to sumone, i didn't really go tink abt how they will feel but now i noe, im not the only one who is feeling bad in tis world. I will try to change n from today onwards, i will try to tink abt other peoples feelings b4 i do anything. If u tink tat im still very selfish n self-centered, tell me so tat i will know n WAKE UP! =) I will still love wq no matter how much i change,my love 4 wq will nvr change........
6:36 AM;
Friday, October 20, 2006
here i m again.....KEVIN!!!!!!! thnx 4 making ur life miserable then ever!!!!!!!!!! Wat the hell were u tinking????? How could u be so stupid? U juz lost alot of ur frens....do u noe tat? i doubt u dun even noe tat u hav changed alot........well juz watched the DEATHNOTE movie n well i was shocked......the guy actually let her girlfren get killed in front of her,he planned it all..........he planned tat the FBI to kill her gf at the art gallery.I wonder where has his heart went to,how could u murder hus own girlfren but well......its a threat to him coz she might find out tat hes kira......if someone asked me y i ahve changed, i could only say tat i dunno.........regrets......were the only things left.....
2:58 AM;
Friday, October 13, 2006
im really confused now dunno wat to post, the BBQ is tmr dunno fun anot........AHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! brain hurting.......i dunno y......i juz wanna noe how she feels abt me but i juz dun have teh guts to ask her......i wonder when will i be able to ........
8:15 AM;
Saturday, October 07, 2006
HAPPY MID AUTUMN FESTIVAL 2006!!!!!!!! WOOHOO!!!!!!!!!!!!
Tats probebly how everyone feels right now but not me........last years mid autumn festival was one of the day i will always remember.....i couldn't forget how BEAUTIFUL wq was......how i wished i took a photo of it.......how i wished she wasn't gone......how i wished i knew things earlier.......HOW I WISHED I DIDN"T LET GO!!!!!!!! ='O i really regretted....i regretted many things, i regretted scolding her, i regretted blaming her, i regretted not helping her, I REALLY REGRETTED!!!!!!!!! but i couldn't turn back the clock.......im now in the mist of PSLE n im still thinking about her.......right now i will do my best 4 PSLE n i will try to tell wq tat i,without a shatter of a doubt, i love her.........i really really regretted being so paraniod........im SO SELFISH!!!!!!!!!! how i ever wished i wasn't...........today i thought tat maybe she would go to skool so i was tinking abt going to skool to find her but 3 reasons froze my legs.......ms wong said tat she didn't wan to see us there,shes preobebly stuck to the pc playing maple n last of all n worst of all........maybe he would be there so i could only watych from far while my heart keeps on bleeding...........THREE THINGS I REGRETTED MOST: 1st:hurting wq in any way 2nd:slapping cct 3rd:being so selfish...............i HATE MYSELF!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! i juz wanna noe how she feels abt me........i could accept the cruel reality n move on but i wanna hear it from her...........there was once i asked her n she said tat i was juz a mere fren but tat wasn't wat i wanted.........well....tat was quite a long time ago...........on 14/10, at the BBQ,if she is there,i will ask her abt how she feels abt me n i hope tat she could be honest............im worrying abt her.......how will she fair 4 her PSLE?......well its up to her........i could only wish her GD LUCK! n all the best......i will always be there 4 u....juz call me n i will be there to help u......
12:22 AM;
