Your words kept me alive but took my freedom;

Saturday, February 21, 2009

I'm thinking of all those memories I could forget. If only I could just hold on, to that fading glimpse of eternity. It became clear that it was nothing but a lie. Held those hopes in my hands, wait, they weren't suppose to here. Perhaps before they could reach you and they just died in my solemn mourning hands.
I CAN'T TELL YOU WHAT I DON'T KNOW!!! T.T Maybe when I'm gone I'll bring along all those nightmares so that they can't haunt you. =) My heart's on fire cause every song seems to be a knive that stabs me so deeply when your gone. The greatest thing that can happen everyday is to see you smiling, makes me wonder how many such days are left in my life.

There are JUST SO MUCH I wanna tell you but I just can't. Cause I'm too afraid of losing you... For heaven sake I know things ain't the same anymore but I can't bring myself to face the truth, I'm not that strong. T.T I Hope you know I'm dying with my shattered heart, my only wish is to remember you when I'm gone. Its like I live everyday on just to see what I hope not to see, whenever those scenes appear in my mind I would break down in tears and ask myself "What happened?"

Woaini <3

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