Your words kept me alive but took my freedom;

Monday, December 18, 2006

Guess wat! IM GOING TO MALACCA ON 28 DECEMBER!!!this is soooo great(4 me only) im finally going on a vacation n well.....i won't be coming back till 2 JAN 2007 .....Maybe my holidays isn't so bad after all.....

4:15 PM;

Tuesday, December 12, 2006

my life stinks TOTALLY!! So few vacations during the holidays...Got nothing for getting 250...Performed kena sai in volleyball( i tink )...So loney...Nobody to chat with...failed almost everyting in life...ITS SO UNFAIR!!! My bro gt a gameboy advance sp,haziq got a ps2,my other fren gt a guitar,mp3 n a computer. wat did i get? NOTHING!AbSOLUTELY NOTHING! I going crazy! WHY WHY WHY am i such a failure? I wanna live my life the way i wanted but i hadn't got the chance...I juz want my secondery life to be simple n thats all...but i doubt its gonna...I tink im either gonna change my sec school or change my CCA in secondary...I wonder why my life can't be like others.........can anybody tell me???

6:16 PM;

i so loney....IM going crazy juz because my msn messenger sot diao.....VERY SIANZ>>>dunno wats going to happen when i go to sec skool....will i be able to cope with my studies? will i play well in volleyball? will i change schools? will i like another girl? will change alot? all these questions were unanswer till the day i go to a secondery school.....i really dunno....can anybody chat with me???? im going crazy.......

5:16 AM;

Monday, December 11, 2006

Days n days passed unknowningly....i wonder will i ever recover from my misery...Im feeling so sad inside but nobody knows....I feel so weird....sometimes happy mix sad.......sometimes angry mix happy......im so confused....im afraid to walk alone myself......im really afraid.....help me!.......

5:33 AM;