Monday, September 24, 2007
Today started with a series of unfortunate event, can't believe how unlucky i was...
Went to school as usual to face the problems and try to see through this facade of life. Do you really want to know whats the real meaning of hope for me? hope is just a wasted faith used on something you know that will never happen...
Why hope when you know it will happen? The outcome is determined by you and only you, winners make things happen while losers let things happen...What never fails to make me wonder is, what's going to happen the very next seconds of my life? Will i just be goned into obilvion and disappear? will i lose everything that i have now?...
This thoughts were curved on my mind and it never fails to remind me with pain that time ain't stopping no matter what and its up to you on how you want to spend this 60-80 years of your life while you still can... I hate the images of people getting hurt in anyway flashing pass my mind, it hurts me more than it hurts them...
Let me explain the meaning of UNFORTUNATE with the story im about to share with whoever that reads this " Monday at School "...
A day is actually 24 hours of time for your to spend, sleep kills 6 hours and leaves you with 18 hours...I'm not sure if what i saw what real but i think its reality as she even waved to me although im not very sure of it...Thats strike 1 for UNLUCKY and 2 mroe strikes to go...
My teacher confisicated my phone abruptly without inqiuring what i was doing with it, i was smsing to my friends that i'm changing my phone number with effect from today cause i thought the teacher was giving oral thus did not pay attention to us but i was proved wrong the very next minute...Thats strike 2 for UNLUCKY day and 1 more strike before it all ends...
The last one is i flunked my english compo and my writing sucked cause i was rushing for time and i kind of scribbled the whole compo thus was scolded for writing illegibly and TADA! STRIKE 3 YOUR OUT!...
My UNLUCKY day...hoping for the best and preparing for the worse...
Thats all i have to say, bubye....
1:56 AM;
Wednesday, September 19, 2007
Anybody wanna know a 5 letter word for exam? S I A N Z
Exams coming liao, must mug so hard, headache sia... haish... Just found out im ain't me no more, change too much already compared to the start of the year... I can't believe im saying this but my vocab is SHRINKING... Now can't even think of a sophiscated phrase or word to describe myself now, haish...
English COmpos here i come, i will conquer you and in return i will score and pass it with flying colours ( sorray, juz went nutz xD) ...
Seriously don't know what i can blabber about here...
WELL~ i actually got something i wanna say...I JUST WANA LIVE!...
DOn't need to be dumbfound or fabblergasted that i actually study alot for my exams...Mind in a whirl now, can't even think straight due to recurring headaches that is spliting my head apart T.T...
bubye for now...
5:12 AM;
Saturday, September 15, 2007
Nah...I saw through your lies like its totally transparent... i can't believe i actually believe u... I know that you ABHOR me, JUZ SAY -.-....
Dun tell me craps like, lets us just stay the way it is now...i would have prefer u said nothing at all or just tell me that you hate me... YOU DUN EVEN NOE ME...
FINE! I stop bothering you...i'll be gone...not because i hate you but because i just wanna remember and cherish the good times and forget bout the rest...
and i also want you to know, i'll always love you and nothing less...
haish... im so crapped out but never mind, atleast i still have me xD....
Volleyball so far so good...still can whack down... and studies still have been able to cope so my life is still in 1 piece...EXAMS coming, must concentrate and listen during lessons...Wish me luck for miie exams! =D cya all!!
Bubye...
4:43 AM;
Sunday, September 09, 2007
AHHH!!!!!AHHHH!!!!AHH!!!!! I JUST WANNA lIVE A SIMPLE LIFE DAMMIT!!!! NOT A LIFE BOMBARDED BY HOMEWORK AND TROUBLES!!!!!!! AHHHHHH!!!!!! I GIVE UP!!!!! T.T....
Feel like commiting suicide...Just think of it, i will be free of all troubles and i can forget bout everything....
Bubye cruel world...
6:22 AM;
