Wednesday, October 31, 2007
Sessh, just shut the yap up if ya gonna talk crap and give false hope...
Everytime say give me chance den i dun appreciate it and make use of it...
WHEN I FREAKING PERFORMED WELL, he just praised for that day and forgot everything the next and i just remain as a freaking reserve...
SO DAM U!...cannot hope for the best and prepare for the worst cause i know if he my coach i no nid hope for the best derhs, he only freaking know how to give the worse...
So dam hate it, no matter how hard i try, it just be forgotten the next day and the people im challenging ARE TALL! dun he bloody see?... say wat got skills...IF ITS THE HEIGHT DEN JUZ SAY LA! even them themselves admit that its due to their height -.-...
Talk crap...
Don't feel like going for training...Go there and waste time nia...
3:35 AM;
Tuesday, October 30, 2007
Haha suddenly changed song xD...
No need look, this song is for you derhs...
Getting over you liao...=D....i guess i've made the wrong decision...
SORRY!....
8:19 AM;
Monday, October 29, 2007
I often ask people why but i never try to answer their "whys"...
Okay, let me start by saying im upset and unhappy cause of some volleyball matters but mostly is because she don't talk to me like she use to, she don't chat with me like we use to, she avoids me like i don't use to, i find it hard to even just TALK to her...
Volleyball:
Feeling tired cause it seem impossible for me to get back into main 6...Ok fine, i admit that my spiking ain't that good anymore and i've been change to setter (i think) cause got too many spikers...Afraid i won't be able to set as well as the others as it has been quite sometime since i last played as setter...
Her:
Don't want to talk about the bad times. Flooding myself with the good times just to stay oblivion to the fact that shes gone already despite all that i've done... I don't regret letting her leave without stopping her but i regret not loving her enough...im such a lousy guy...I want to just pluck up my courage to confess but whenever i see her smile or whenever she talks to me i just loses all of my courage like i never had them in the first place...I can't help but to think of her sweet sweet smile...
I just wanna forget about all the bad times i had in with you but whenever i try to touch them, it hurts straight to the bones...Is it because i've hurt you too much for me to understand or their here to stay with me forever?...
All these just keeps me going...
JIAYOU! I can do it derhs...Get back into Main 6! and try to get a chance with you instead of making myself a clown in front of you again... i SWEAR i TRY...
Bubye ALL!!! TAke care during holS!! =D
7:53 AM;
Wednesday, October 24, 2007
Nothing to do...Sianz sianz...juz changed the song since few ppl listen to Jrock...
This song is Jenny by Click five, ENJOY! =D
6:41 AM;
Friday, October 19, 2007
On my way home today...
Lightning tore the skies apart, innocent clouds shed tears of blood that drenched every inch of my shattered and broken heart. I couldn't help but wonder could i just die and vanish without a trace. I often wish that my cries for help could be heard by a ear that knows the sound of a newborn baby's cry and the same time, the screams of terror...Just forget about me, nobody can save me or should i say, nobody will even bother to try. Loneliness has become one of my best friends but i would rather be its memories instead of a burden. Not even the serenity was spared, it was silenced forever by troubles and burdens that seems endless...I often count the nights i couldn't see you but you never fail to count the days you succeed in not seeing me. Ignorance is a bliss? In this case, to you it is...You just love to abhor me. Killing myself to get rid of loneliness. Bang! One shot thats all it needs...
8:17 AM;
Wednesday, October 17, 2007
Haish... Exams over lerhs got other things to worry about, FOR EXAMPLE...
THE RESULTS
NO MONEY FOR HOLS
TOO LONG NEVER PLAY SPORTS
MUST WORK DOUBLY HARD NEXT YEAR
.... HAISH...
DAmmit... WHAT I DO TO SMASH BOREDOM TO SMITTERINS!?
PLay: Audition, o2Jam, Duel master, Metal slug and my Handphone >(SIANZ)<
Want go out but no money...
Think: What will results be? How will i fair? Will i be able to pass all?...
Count: The number of nights left till I face the music...
I have a bad feeling thats tells me i will flunk it...
MAN! I REALLY WANNA SHOOT MYSELF IN THE HEAD!...
Anyway gtg cya! TAKE CARE...
6:26 AM;
Wednesday, October 10, 2007
English Translations for the song:
[REGRET]
Lyrics: Ruki
Composition: Dai Nihon Itan Geisha
Translation: Liz K & Jessica Rains
Noticing the loosened thread, I should've kept tight forever.
That which overflowed and spilled out, seems the same color as you that day.
Gathering up, the words you abandoned
Putting them to my ears again and again, I showed you a nod.
Burning pink neon, with the reason I can't find you
The screams were soon, written off as ridiculous. I laughed at myself
Noticing the loosened thread, I should've kept tight forever.
That which overflowed and spilled out, feels the same as you did that day.
Gathering up, the tears that you cried
I go to fold the chair, that I fall into again and again
We stood together on the road
I got a piercing just like you
I wore a ring just like you
and put on rouge just like you
I coloured my hair the same as yours
I saw tears that look like yours
Because I cried out a name the same as yours
Down my fingertips, serenity waltzes
Someday, we’ll be holding hands
In a drenched end roll, I wont sing a black-and-white film
Left with our hands together, you feel vacant at the end
Cutting the loosened thread, I sleep with the gathered words
That which overflowed and spilled out, surely closely resembles you.
Dreams are eternally as dreams
Serenity is always in dreams
8:41 AM;
DANG!!! Just as my luck was taking a U-turn for the better the luck met with an accident -.-... Freaky....
Lets see... My luck ran out for oral, picture was crap...
Had a BAD HAIR DAY and I MEAN IT... Didn't put wax so teacher wouldn't nag... and...IT SUCKS MAN!!! BIG TIME!!!....
Haish...Everytime i see this empty white blank for me to shout i always forget what i want to say but it makes me feel better to type just about anything here...
BOMBSHELLS!!! see them before?...Dropping on you but you didn't run and took it cause you know it ain't gonna do nothing...
I HATE IT WHEN IM RIGHT...When im right confirm something bad will happen derhs like something good will end for sure and something bad will start for sure...
And i thought hols were great...never knew it was gonna be pure boredom...i never thought i'll say this but HOLIDAYS SUCKS...
DAM! too long never exercise now no strength already...No goals in life liao...
Just when i thought i was right, she had to prove me wrong...
Crapping crapping crapping...gtg cya bye
12:13 AM;
