Tuesday, April 24, 2007
ahhax...IM TELLING ALL WHOSE GIVING ME ADVICE.....S*** U* XD....
JKJK i put tis song only coz very nice...
THANK YOU ALL THOSE WHOSE BEEN GIVING ME ADVICES!!!!!
Been quite happy tis few days but IM NOT SATIsFIED WITH MY HAIR =.=.....
my mom forced me to cut it and it turn out to be like a bowl or mushroom and it SUCKS...i wonder ms ng ermhem(no offence worz) she eye put stamp ar? she said i look better liddist
*PUKE*
I RATHER CUT GI AND LET IT GROW OUT OSO LOOK NICER =.=.....
Dun care so much le, holiday cut GI den wait for it to grow lor XD.
There my teacher went again, PULL UP UR SOCKS(real socks not studies XD) my socks cannot pull already den she still tell me to pull .....and my frens ar....haix....give me a FREEZING-shoulder, sometimes i even wonder do i still hab frens?.....My frenz are having NEW FRENS and ignoring me sobx sobx. CME time le hor XD, should i 4get abt them after shouting in their face that they are very lousy frenz or bear with it or take the initiative?....hmmm.....i guess i go with option number 1...HAHAX...no la, i confirm go with 2 one hehex.
Disclaimer horz: DUN GET THE IDEA THAT IM PUTTING TIS SONG FOR E TEACHER =.=
i now SUPER SIANZ...studying for tmr geo test, muz prepare if not sure fail one. WISH ME LUCK! =P and gd luck to everybody whose taking the test!
People are criticising me AGAIN....juz like old times XD....but tis turn i dun really care coz its NATURAL, i mean who wouldn't wan to CRITICISE AKA VERBAL BULLY someone like me? ?_?.......confirm gt one so i told myself to ignore lor ahhax.
GTG le....i'll update ur links the next time i online sorry T.T....
BUBYE PEOPLE!!!!! =)
6:40 AM;
Thursday, April 19, 2007
TODAY:
I went to skool with only with loneliness to accompany me. I was deep in my thoughts while crossing the road and i nearly gt ran down by a car...The misery was so great that even the flowers weren't spared...Each pitiful one of them wither painfully. The trees were crying and the clouds bursting into tears. It reminds me of who i used to be in pri school each time a drip of their tears touch my face. I din't regret changing, i regretted not being myself anymore...I've no more frens 2 speak of. No more loyalty,no more faith, no more trust...this world has become so grey for me. I wondered y didn't i juz take teh car head on and leave tis storage of misery u people call world...Im killing time and manslaughtering my sanity. im going nutz each passing moment...LEAVE ME ALONE. I had enough...My dying wish is juz to see her smile once more, i noe tat im worthless 2 her but i wan her to noe that her smile means everything to me.Juz cut myself on the finger unknowingly...I gazed at my blood and reflected the things i did wrong to u...i shouldn't had been a fool...im really sorry. Now i realise why can't i be the one...I know that u din't allow me to even glance at u coz u tink i was ugly, u din't allow me to tok to u too...even on msn...but i din't give up... I gave up the moment u had a stead, coz i noe its over for me...MY LOVE AIN'T WORTH A SHIT TO U RIGHT?....Im so useless... i tried to make u happy in many ways but u only showed a fake smile. Tears of blood trickled down my face when u said that the only way to make u happy was to not see u ever again...I followed it but it wasn't enough....I RATHER BE DEAD........RIP Here lies Kevin Teo Shun Keat......The goner.....I have no more frenz to relate to anymore, its juz fate. Im fated to be hated and a loner...
TO MY FRENZ: u guys should noe who im writing to
TO U: I've tried and tried hoping that u would one day accept me but i doubt that day is gonna come....
6:18 AM;
Sunday, April 15, 2007
Ahhax...im back...tmr gonna start skool le...tis weekend very packed and the teachers so merciless one T.T give me so much homework...
Friday: Vb prac untill 6.30 den go play basketball til 10.30 den do a little homework den ZzZzZz
Saturday: Morning ZZZ until 11.30 den meet fren at Sun Plaza mac 12.30 do do homework den go arcade to chill out til 5 o clock den only did SOME homework XD.....
SUNDAY: (MOST PACKED ONE) Morning 10 o clock wake up den go escape but SO HOT den dun feel like playing anything....den 3 o clock head back den i 3.50 go to chong pang cc for vb prac until 7 o clock den go my grandma's hus to celebrate my uncle's b day with steamboat YUMMY!!! XD....9.30 den go home to do homework....now is 11.35 le....so gt some haben finish so tmr going skool to do...
HAIX....tmr go skool the hair tio ban le....fri my maths teacher find me trouble....go tell me wash off the wax........tmr dunno do wat with hair le so now i brainstorming on a new hairstyle XD but i guess i wax the front but dun wax back lor....
I WISH:
1.My ears won't grow any bigger
2.Some school rules like: no ear stick, no styling of hair, no low belt, no low pants, no tucking out and no colourful frames dun exist at all XD......
3.Know a way how to cope with homeworks and exams
4.SLEEP XD....
5.Do well in everything i do
Very practical ehh? XD...I gtg le,Bubye ALL!!!!! rmb to tag worz XD Good nite n have a nice day!
8:31 AM;
Friday, April 13, 2007
FINE!!!! i admit defeat XD I SURRENDER u guys win.....
INDEED giving them false hope is very wrong srry for not realising that...thanks fer telling me XD......
AND BTW IM NVR GONNA GO EMO!!!!!
Ain't giving false hope anymore...i now know that its worse den not telling them truthfully in the first place...gonna learn from my mistake...next time (IF GOT) i will be frank but i doubt so will hab XD......
HONESTY is the best policy ahhax....
Its true anyway...IM SO WRONG....im such a jerk......
SORRY AND THANKS TO ALL THOSE WHO CARED! =)
7:32 AM;
Thursday, April 12, 2007
okays.....i now posting something which i think that is important to some ppl...
(NEWS FLASH)
1) I broke up with hui xiang
2) many people are gonna hate or they already started to hate me
3)Bought a birthday cake with yuan zhong and sen wee for pearleen and justin
4) WENT NUTZ TODAY.....DUN CARE......ITS BETTER FOR EVERYONE.....
5) srry hui xiang
6)everybody,hate me if u wan to...im prepared for it before i broke up with her...
7) A little afraid of becoming a loner but its quite unaviodable i guess...
8)Not free this weekend coz sunday gt vb prac and sat gonna go excape
........saturday who want go escape? plz inform me by friday THANKS!
plz go if possible,inviting everybody i know so if dun wan come nvr mind.....DISCLAMIERS: im not forcing anybody XD
9)Now single le... Dun love anybody...
10) My class tee e name i put BlueBoiBoi(anyhow put one) sekali dun hab make XD but neber mind.....
ALL 10 POINTS OF ME DAY HERE LE
GTG go take a bath and do homework le....boiboi signin off, BUBYE! =)
2:41 AM;
