Tuesday, November 28, 2006
Seesh......wat kind of a world am i living in......frenz frenz frenz........my mind starts to fill itself with hurtful memories the moment i tink about tis word and my heart bleeds endlessly..... "Friend" is only a word for u to let your guards down against a stranger, and whenever ur guards are down.....u trust the stranger but the stranger ain't gonna cherish the trust. Instead, the stranger will use it against u or use it to back stab u so that u won't get into its way in anything.........I hate the look in other peoples eyes when they look at me........I HATE THEm........wat i hate even more? ""FRIENDS"" who backstabs,lies,cheats and most of all hates u and treats u like shit but pretends not to...........Fortunately.....frenz dun last long...they will leave u either becoz of time or becoz they had used enough of u n they treats u like rubbish.....well......i saying all tis becoz im one of its kind......
7:43 PM;
Sunday, November 19, 2006
I missed it....I missed it!!!!!!! It was my last chance n i missed it.......i actually wanted to ask her on the final day of school but i didn;t have the guts........The tears i shed when i was on my way home after tat were as cold as ice.........wats left were only momeries of her......
7:33 AM;
Sunday, November 12, 2006
I feel so blind and confused.Should i continue or should i give up and turned back? I really dunno...whenever i see the both of them together,my heart starts to fill itself with hatred.I really wish all this sufferings would go away.I always wondered,why didn't i take the chance when i had it why was i so foolish???? Now that shes gone FOREVER and theres nothing i can do to stop that cruel fact......can anybody tell me whether i should continue or should i juz turn back.....go on ( o votes ) turn back ( 0 votes ) vote at my tagboard and i will post it here... Well here are some sayings........If you love sumone dun stop halfway........If you think that the person will never ever like you give up..........thats all i have to say.......
12:09 AM;
Friday, November 03, 2006
People always say that dreams come true when they had a sweet dream but do they ever think about the nightmares that might come true?Well...2 of my nightmares did came true and it hurt me very deeply,no words could explain how sad or how much i wanna cry.None of my sweet dreams ever came true but why only my nightmares came true?I don't know why but i dun even have the guts to look at wei qi or even to talk to her.Its like theres nothing more for me to say but i really really hope that i could talk to her...I wonder what they say were true,if they were then just tell me so that i know it.....
8:27 PM;
