Your words kept me alive but took my freedom;

Tuesday, January 29, 2008

I can't wish, i can't speak,
i couldn't even feel if i was there.
It has started since the first week,
But i wondered, do you even care?

There you stood, with hearts full,
i can't help but to look at you.
It did made me feel like a fool,
But i couldn't care less as it was YOU.

Wishing i had the courage to ask,
I went forward, with hope and fears.
I did all this cause you were my crush,
But could you lend me a listening ear?

I couldn't believe what i did,
my wishes were as fragile as sand.
What i did did not seem deem fit,
Soon after, it all ended...

She told me i was nothing,
I'm not even fit to be something she sees.
And that guy was her everything,
cause he and i just have too much diffs.

From then on, my heart sank,
It was tears of blood that appear on my face.
I could not even be a friend,
This thought would go on for days and days.

You face appears ever so vividly,
It was the pain that reminded me.
It just pops out unexpectedly,
but i know this is not the way it should be.

4:37 AM;