Your words kept me alive but took my freedom;

Friday, October 19, 2007

On my way home today...
Lightning tore the skies apart, innocent clouds shed tears of blood that drenched every inch of my shattered and broken heart. I couldn't help but wonder could i just die and vanish without a trace. I often wish that my cries for help could be heard by a ear that knows the sound of a newborn baby's cry and the same time, the screams of terror...Just forget about me, nobody can save me or should i say, nobody will even bother to try. Loneliness has become one of my best friends but i would rather be its memories instead of a burden. Not even the serenity was spared, it was silenced forever by troubles and burdens that seems endless...I often count the nights i couldn't see you but you never fail to count the days you succeed in not seeing me. Ignorance is a bliss? In this case, to you it is...You just love to abhor me. Killing myself to get rid of loneliness. Bang! One shot thats all it needs...

8:17 AM;