Friday, July 25, 2008
Exams are heere!!! Study study study!!!
Need something to DESTRESS! yea? u know what i mean, da computer games, outings, slacking, resting and tv watching xD
Been reading lots of poems these few days, thought they were quite interesting, intriguing and filled with many different meanings with an abundance of wordplay. Something simple words never fail to comprehend. I tried countless of times, but just couldn't or rather never get the same feelings that stirred up whenever i read those heart wrenching but true poems.
Realise many thing;if i work for something, I might not succeed but at the very least i got the minute chance of succeeding. If you think its worth it then very well go for it, its might no be within your reach but at least the attempt of reaching for it makes it all worthwhile.
Going to study for geography paper, this year has been well screwed but i do wish and hope in my heart that its not too late to save my forsaken results that i already long given up on...Cause I know deep within i still want to save it.....
Have you ever had the mixed feeling of guilt and dejection?... The feeling you get when you see others in misery or pain? The warm tears you can feel in your eyes and the blistering slashes on your injured heart you experience when you see you yourself causing others to be sad?... The bitter remorse and sour regrets you taste whenever you felt you've just wasted your life? The feeling of waiting for that summer of love you know that will never arrive and yet still held on cause of a single and funny thing known as hope? The heart shattering rejections, the anguished sorrow when she pours out her woes to you and yet theres absolutely nothing you can do but just watch her tears fall? And most of all the fact that she tried to avoid you and put on an act; as if she doesn't know you love her or she gives a response for the sake of her friend and not because she wanted to do it?.........
I'm just waiting for that answer thats never seems to draw near, I wish i could burn those rotting memories together with my dreams but i know i'll never give up on you no matter what.... I love you
6:25 AM;
