Your words kept me alive but took my freedom;

Saturday, July 12, 2008

Revamped =D Suddenly had the mood to renew my whole blog...
Having lots of mixed feelings nowadays, going nutz inside but so lethargic on the outside... Can't seem to put everything i want to say into words, they never fail to vanish each and everytime i try to even touched them...
They remind me of events, events that starts to pierce my heart so deeply that the pains wakes me from my slumber. The day she said those words, i couldn't sleep for the whole night, spent it wondering why why why....WTF IS WRONG WITH ME!? WHAT IS IT THAT I REALY WANT? WHAT DO I NEED TO JUST HAVE A PEACEFUL SLEEP AT NIGHT? T.T
Most of all, wheres my answers?....
Saw lots of poems recited by heartbroken people, all of them had 1 thing in common, ALL CONTAINS BITTERNESS WRAPPED BY REMORSE AND DECOMPOSED BY TIME... whats left is only regrets that burns in the heart...
All i need is a sign, a hope, a signal for me to continue walking. I can do anything just for you cause my world revolves around you and only you....

Whats there to say?
Whats there to fear?
Never start to move away,
As it only draws as near.

Why am i running?
Why am i so afraid?
I continued falling,
but never ever dead.

I tried looking at you,
But i never dared.
Chances are ever so few,
So i tried to stare.

I saw your smile,
It took my breath away!
I turned my view to the file,
Wishing i could look in your way.

I couldn't believe it was real,
A smile so innocent its new .
I swear i thought i saw an angel.
But i knew it was always you...

I have faith in you and believe you,
I trust myself that i made the right decision,
I'll be waiting =)...

I Hereby End my post =D Peace out and TC ^^

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