Monday, August 18, 2008
Wow great, you stole my lines, kicked me aside and made me the bad guy. WHATS WORSE?
Now that your gone, everthings turning upside down for me. What should i do? HATE YOU TO DA CORE? or JUZ TAKE THE BLAME FOR ALL AND LET PPL HATE ME FOR ALL I CARE!
Dam fuck up mood, kanina, come screw my life for fuck?...
My world's turned upside down, what can i say? HATE ME! A while this, a while that all jibye tai ji all fuck off la. Homework give me i bo chap, worksheets give me i burn them, dare scold me you watch out and all bitches and bastards thats out to screw my world FUCK OFF =D
Tried explaining, all you could ask was WHY WHY WHY but you could never tell me what you din't know, all you knew was to ask why. WHY WAT? WHY AM I NOT SCREWED ENOUGH? OR WHY ISN"T IT ALL MY FAULT? WHY AM I NOT BREAKING DOWN AFTER ALL? WHY AM I SO DUMB TO TAKE ALL THE BLAME?
Nah...no more man, LEARNT MY LESSON THE HARD WAY... Screw this year for all i care since i know i ain't smart enough to stay on so why not i just make it easy for you and FUCK OFF yea?...
I'm trying so hard to survive that i can't even think straight, if thats not enough i could only say i rather be dead.
I'm just doing things for the sake of doing it, i'm like a dog chasing car; i wouldn't know what to do even if i grabbed it. I just felt like it.
You were my hope, my angel, my only light in the abyss of depression. But now, your my sorrow, my disapointment, deception, my harbinger of death and misery. What happened to you?...
"Dun hope anymore" GREAT! now i've got no hope, might as well end this pathetic life right? i mean its quite pointless already when all the answers to my questions were "dunno". Tried probing and the next time you'll get is "sorry". How many of these does it take to understand its true meaning?
'Goodnight=Goodbye
'Dunno=No
'Hope=Nope
'Sorry= *I can never understand this*
Now my life is screwed, nothing seem to matter no more. Gonna look foward to my hols after SA2 and hopefully die from sleeping if its possible. tata, gonna drown myself in my respite. And I ain't gonna hope no more, would rather i never awake from it at all... (Hypocrite signing out)
6:46 AM;
