Your words kept me alive but took my freedom;

Saturday, October 04, 2008

Man.. today was PRETAYYE~ okay... and Yeap.. I'm afraid of everything... Wo bu pei ai ni...
So freaking fun today, go out with terr,ziq,huitian,shuting and yenzhen they all to sun plaza de basketball court. Play play play, sweat til buay tahan den remember forgot to study zzz Haish, i such a muddlehead, left my science theory book with huitian. DIE LIAO T.T...
After play basketball le go buy poker cards and matchboxes. Play cards til sianz liao den take matchsticks burn the cards xD Learnt how to shoot flames sia, thanks ziq =D Some kpo ppl go take camera and take vid of us, nothing better to do si bo?... Want take come closer la, scared wat? Scared i take and burn u ar? =.="

Haish... As i watch the distance between us getting wider and wider, my heart envisage the ending of everything by the end of this year. The burning matchsticks reminded me how fragile hope was... Set it on fire then just take your time and watch it burn to nothingness. You rekindled that little hope in me, please, i beg of you, don't put out the light. My love for you will exist til the end of time, i'll be waiting with my bleeding heart, hoping that someday you'll accept me for who i am. I can never be perfect nor good enough for you i guess... I promise you that i'll change, just tell me and i'll do it. I'm really afraid of losing you, my heart just can't stop missing you when your not around. Even if i'm just a friend to you, i just wanna tell you that i'll always be your guardian angel. In the past, now and forever...I love you =D You know who you are ^^

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