Your words kept me alive but took my freedom;

Wednesday, October 08, 2008

Sweet man... Did da quiz just to find out i screw 75% of my teenager life...
WOOHOO!!! EXAMS ARE HISTORY BABY!!! FREEDOM~ No more studying for da next two months to come, if that ain't sweet i dunno what is xD O dang, 2 months? I'm gonna die from missing you T.T.. Can't even survive 2 days without seeing you and now its 2 months GREAT~ it just gets better and better...
What am i saying?...
End of exams, start of outings but the first 2 already kena b0mbed, disheartened to continue... Does this foreshadow further bombings down the hols?..
Took me 2 hours of wandering around without any destination just to tell myself your my only one and i won't let go despite anything.. Despite how much it hurts me to see you just staring at him with that forlorn look, Despite how much you reminds me of him, Despite how much blood i'm willing to bleed for it, Despite all odds and obstacles that may come, Despite the number of times you let me down without knowing, Despite the number of times you reject me, Despite the amount of time i spent missing you, Despite the number of times i tried to be there for you, Despite the number of time i wished i could take all your troubles away... I feel so broken up inside...
When your not around i just couldn't pick myself up, i'm like a puppet without a puppeter. Your the only one that matters to me now, please don't walk away T.T I really afraid of losing you! I just wanna apologise if i've said things to hurt you or speaked to you in a inappropriate way, i don't mean it! Please believe me when i say your my only one, nobody else can replace you!
I'm truely wishing and hoping inside that you will read this and tell me what i can do for you... I can't spend a single day without thinking bout you...
I'm willing to be honest, i was jealous...I'm sorry >.<...
Ke neng jiu shi ying wei ni na me tian zhen you ke ai, shi wo gan dao hai pa er geng xiang hao hao de ai ni he bao hu ni...
Your guardian angel exiting....

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