Your words kept me alive but took my freedom;

Thursday, November 06, 2008

What can i say? I'm coming clean. Huiling its not that I couldn't make myself clear, I told you who my posts were dedicated to but the feelings that i invoked in you by my post made you doubt my words and wonder if it was all false. All i can do now is try and prove myself, I just realised how weak and fragile words can be. I guess the paragraph below really expresses my feelings, nothing less.

"Haish... As i watch the distance between us getting wider and wider, my heart envisage the ending of everything by the end of this year. The burning matchsticks reminded me how fragile hope was... Set it on fire then just take your time and watch it burn to nothingness. You rekindled that little hope in me, please, i beg of you, don't put out the light. My love for you will exist til the end of time, i'll be waiting with my bleeding heart, hoping that someday you'll accept me for who i am. I can never be perfect nor good enough for you i guess... I promise you that i'll change, just tell me and i'll do it. I'm really afraid of losing you, my heart just can't stop missing you when your not around. Even if i'm just a friend to you, i just wanna tell you that i'll always be your guardian angel. In the past, now and forever...I love you =D You know who you are ^^"

Who do you think i'm writing this to?
LoL that reminds me, not left, not right nor the middle, still got up and down right? xP And fake isn't the right word, its unconvincing and contradicting *Hope i'm right* .

7:10 AM;