Your words kept me alive but took my freedom;

Tuesday, December 23, 2008

Awwww man! And I just realised somethings that made me feel all so sour and regretting ><... Kinda do that very often eh? I would miss you. Think of the things you do, wondering how are you at this very moment. Hoping your thinking of me too. ( Impossibo )
Been feeling down cause of this more than ever. But I just can't give up, partially cause I promised that I'll wait forever. A promise is a promise; thats a lie to myself. The real reason for the promise and the waiting is cause I can't let go, I really really really love you! I swear theres nobody else that can make me feel the same way. I believe your words and trust you thus, I'm waiting....
It was really disheartening to know that I couldn't spend time with you during the hols at all, you said you had no time? Yea, most probably true. *I'm not treating it as an excuse* *Trying not to* I BELIEVE YOU =D (You can go out with other people, why not me? Is it that you just don't want to? If thats so, just tell me directly.)...
AHHH!!!! Just my thoughts being worded. Needed some place to speak my mind...
Had fun playing friendly against unity sec and jurong west sec today, the most hilarious set was the 3rd or 4th set against unity. I LMAO-ed. The score was 16-24 and it was my turn to serve, i was like WTF, aiya just get over with it. I ended up serving 10 balls in a row and we won the set with a score of 26-24. Pro hor? LOL kidding, just luck. I served 4 balls that were out balls and that funny guy at the other end flunked all. xD My legs are hurting T.T, jumped too much ><...
Christmas is 2 days away! WOOHOO, Nah... this year's christmas FREAKING DULL!!! I meant what the hell happened? compared to previous years, this is CRAPZ. I WANT MY CHRISTMAS SPIRIT BACK T.T. OH YEA! I GOT A GUITAR AS A CHRISTMAS GIFT! =DD Playing it now. First on the list, thunder and skyway avenue. ^^
Can't post much le, if only thoughts can be worded. This would be a 10000 word essay xD. cya all, merry christmas =D

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