Your words kept me alive but took my freedom;

Friday, January 09, 2009

AHH!! and I'm screaming once again... WILL THE TRUE JUSTICE PLEASE STAND UP? AND STOP THIS FLITHY AND CORRUPTED WORLD FROM BURNING IN THE DEPTHS OF HELL. Words that hurts, glance that burns. The things you see and hear ain't the reality anymore the moment you believed in forever. Stop this empty dreaming of eternity, its nothing more than a facade of lies. And all they saw is what i failed to see, all that glittering's not gold. Apologies for my blindness, I was too captivated but your beauty but yet so torn apart by my selfish pride, I'm sorry I can't be perfect. I would spend minutes to time your replies, hours yearning for your smses, days waiting to see you, weeks hoping that you'll talk to me and years wishing you would give me a chance to care for you and be there for you. I may sound insane and out of my mind but yes, I'm heels over head in love with you. I can't live a single second without you in my mind. Scenes that strangles me, thoughts that suffocates me, smiles that intoxicicate me. Its in your glittering eyes where I found my peace and a reason to continue my path in life, yet theres no explaination for it. When your hurt, you can never imagine the pain going through me, the feeling of being so helpless and useless. Please, if theres anything I can do to help please tell me, even if its leaving you. I'll do anything for you cause I don't want you to be sad, your happiness is all that truly matters to me now. Your my reason.

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